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Monday, November 16, 2009


sick alr lah...

sore throat, cough, flu...

i dunno wats wrong argh...

i used to can count hw mani times i was sick in a yr


tis yr, 2009

i couldnt count alr :(










Papa:

i dun wish to see u again, even if we bump into each other on road, i wil oso treat u juz a passer-by. Its not tat im avoidin u, i juz couldnt look into ur eyes & smile again. Yeah rite we couldnt b frenz too, i cant trust u animore. I stil miss u at times but i dun wish to look bac. Too painful... i was tere but u never appreciate. I wanna set myself free from ur clutches. Im sori, i couldnt face u. This is oso probably hw Mel feels abt me. Love deeply yet hurts deeply...
The day he forgives me, will b e day i forgive u...


Goodbye papa~~









Sunday, November 15, 2009


又来到这个港口

没有原因的拘留

我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟

寻找失落的沙洲

随时间的海浪漂流

我用力张开双手

拥抱那么多起起落落

想念的 还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来

只是当又一个人看海

回头才发现你不在

留下我迂回的徘徊

我不是一定要你回来

只是当又把回忆翻开

除了你之外的空白

还有谁能来教我爱

又回到这个尽头
我也想再往前走

只是越看见海阔天空

越遗憾 没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来

只是当又一个人看海

回头才发现你不在

留下我迂回的徘徊

我不是一定要你回来

只是当又把回忆翻开

除了你之外的空白

还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来

只是当又一个人看海

疲惫的身影不是我

不是你想看见的我

我不是一定要你回来

只是当独自走入人海

除了你之外的依赖

还有谁能教我勇敢

除了你之外的空白

还有谁能来教我爱




[ 失落沙洲 ] 徐佳莹








Saturday, October 31, 2009


bac to basic

takin every step slowly...


its hard for u to face me now, i understand


mayb u're wori i wil let go of u again, when u in army



i reali couldnt b bothered wif pple words




带我走...



i wish we could b at a place


juz both of us...


livin sumwhere nobody noe us



probably hokkaido :)

a place where our fate begins~~







Thursday, October 15, 2009


finali he went for his NS...

it could b a gd ting... or mayb a bad one


good~~ coz he can leave me, leave everytin behind...

mayb this would allows him to grow up

more mature, more brave :)


bad~~ he might forget me & find someone new

... tats what they said



well... then its fated. haix



i was the one who let go

i was the one who hurt him

wat could i expect frm him...



i will bear with it

regardless hw he treat me nw



[ Lovin someone deeply gives u courage ]


i realize it too late





Friday, October 2, 2009

mama have to go thru operation


again... ...



lets pray tt everytin wil b well for her



defintely there's pain


juz hope tt it is decrease to e minium




mama is strong


she wil pull it thru


i believe in her


coz she taught her daughter to b


strong & brave :)






Monday, September 28, 2009

i reali need a place to scream


im angry


im depressed


im disappointed


wanna leave here


u leave me with too much sorrow
i could bear




i wanna SCREAM!!!


standin facing the sea the sky




ARGHhhh... !!!