Xclusively A lady by e name ~~Audrey Giam born in 1985. whom is difficult to understand or get along. but u wont know it til u try =P LUVss precious frenZ, purplE, travellinG, beacH & sunseT LINKss Missy Ma Angel(a) Lovely Inn Hot Babe kEmiN Veron Archives April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 Music |
Monday, November 16, 2009 sick alr lah... sore throat, cough, flu... i dunno wats wrong argh... i used to can count hw mani times i was sick in a yr tis yr, 2009 i couldnt count alr :( Papa: i dun wish to see u again, even if we bump into each other on road, i wil oso treat u juz a passer-by. Its not tat im avoidin u, i juz couldnt look into ur eyes & smile again. Yeah rite we couldnt b frenz too, i cant trust u animore. I stil miss u at times but i dun wish to look bac. Too painful... i was tere but u never appreciate. I wanna set myself free from ur clutches. Im sori, i couldnt face u. This is oso probably hw Mel feels abt me. Love deeply yet hurts deeply... The day he forgives me, will b e day i forgive u... Goodbye papa~~ Sunday, November 15, 2009 又来到这个港口 没有原因的拘留 我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟 寻找失落的沙洲 随时间的海浪漂流 我用力张开双手 拥抱那么多起起落落 想念的 还是你望着我的眼波 我不是一定要你回来 只是当又一个人看海 回头才发现你不在 留下我迂回的徘徊 我不是一定要你回来 只是当又把回忆翻开 除了你之外的空白 还有谁能来教我爱 又回到这个尽头 我也想再往前走 只是越看见海阔天空 越遗憾 没有你分享我的感动 我不是一定要你回来 只是当又一个人看海 回头才发现你不在 留下我迂回的徘徊 我不是一定要你回来 只是当又把回忆翻开 除了你之外的空白 还有谁能来教我爱 我不是一定要你回来 只是当又一个人看海 疲惫的身影不是我 不是你想看见的我 我不是一定要你回来 只是当独自走入人海 除了你之外的依赖 还有谁能教我勇敢 除了你之外的空白 还有谁能来教我爱 [ 失落沙洲 ] 徐佳莹 Saturday, October 31, 2009 bac to basic takin every step slowly... its hard for u to face me now, i understand mayb u're wori i wil let go of u again, when u in army i reali couldnt b bothered wif pple words 带我走... i wish we could b at a place juz both of us... livin sumwhere nobody noe us probably hokkaido :) a place where our fate begins~~ Thursday, October 15, 2009 finali he went for his NS... it could b a gd ting... or mayb a bad one good~~ coz he can leave me, leave everytin behind... mayb this would allows him to grow up more mature, more brave :) bad~~ he might forget me & find someone new ... tats what they said well... then its fated. haix i was the one who let go i was the one who hurt him wat could i expect frm him... i will bear with it regardless hw he treat me nw [ Lovin someone deeply gives u courage ] i realize it too late Friday, October 2, 2009 mama have to go thru operation again... ... lets pray tt everytin wil b well for her defintely there's pain juz hope tt it is decrease to e minium mama is strong she wil pull it thru i believe in her coz she taught her daughter to b strong & brave :) Monday, September 28, 2009 i reali need a place to scream im angry im depressed im disappointed wanna leave here u leave me with too much sorrow i could bear i wanna SCREAM!!! standin facing the sea the sky ARGHhhh... !!! |