Xclusively A lady by e name ~~Audrey Giam born in 1985. whom is difficult to understand or get along. but u wont know it til u try =P LUVss precious frenZ, purplE, travellinG, beacH & sunseT LINKss Missy Ma Angel(a) Lovely Inn Hot Babe kEmiN Veron Archives April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 Music |
Monday, August 3, 2009 everytime a setback hits me i juz wan cal u but i nv dare to do it... lack of e word courage hw could i face u? even u urself cant face me alone... do u hate me so much or so terrified of me? scared by e puzzle? its even hard to start off as frenz again 我好怕 my existence wil oni reminds u of those shit 痛是来自于我伤了爱我的人... 自己活该 a phrase frm xian's blog i like it everytin sucks i couldnt get an ideal job every organization wans sum1 experienced hw can i ever b experienced when none gives me e chance & my drivin am i reali tt lousy? even my instructor has no confidence in me & my mum is havin so mani health problems y cant my mum b hapi? i am so lousy couldnt provide her a beta life at e age of 24 i have nt yet achieve anitin wat e fuck had i been doin... i dun blame anyone, juz hate myself true enough, tere r mani important tings in life but nthin is more important than ur existence its ok if i cant get my ideal job its fine if i would nv get a drivin license no big deal if i can nv go to bkk if i can use all of tese to exchange for ur presence... ... dreams r nt everytin when u arent ard animore 我的人生有你就够了... we lost to sumtin in tis world cal time is remindin me of e mess tt i created mel, i did move on i didnt hold on to all tese i didnt give up on my dreams despite all those failures coz u told me to 努力 coz u said before is do my best nt try my best i muz keep on improvin myself one day if u could start afresh wif me i muz b sum1 worthy of u all tink im juz playin even xian ask why am i so 执着... sumtin which u been searchin for so long finali found it... hw could i let go 因为你 比我好胜 比我 stubborn 比我倔强 比我聪明, coz u e oni one who mocked at me bein scared of cats yet held my hand tightly to walk past it. its juz so simple love is actuali veri simple u gave me a chance but i didnt cherish it i made it so complicated, treated u so bad & hurt u its swappin roles le so now let it be me who 不顾一切 |