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Saturday, January 31, 2009

Bride Wars is damn sooo nice & sooo gd!
its fabulous! haa...

its a friendship cum sisterhood movie :)
MUZ watch wif best pals!









Vera Wong!!!
Gosh e gown is damn sooo nice too!
I want tis for my weddin!... lol

I like Kate Hudson...
she has a charm in her :)






Anne Hathaway- xian finds her so pretty :)

After seein this movie, reali makes u haf e kick
to get married assap!
& wif ur best pal
lol... ...


erm imagine a weddin wif Pp
or my meng meng =P
or wif tat ah giam too....
& my sec sch pals! anna, juan, fang....
woo hoo~



Thanks gals for oways bein my frenz... by my side :)
especiali my sec sch pals... been 11 yrs
u guys haf seen e best or worst in me... lol
hope we wil stil enjoy as mani
11 yrs down e rd ^_^


Thanks jiahui & jolene...
who read my blog to keep updates of me :)






Met up wif juan & our VVV busy frenz (lol...)
~ anna hu
@ Lunar clarke quay

concept similar to Dragonfly... nice place

there is even pole dancing
so expect mani ti-go-bei
haa...







"Empress" chair @ e entrance







we wil b bac soon....
to finish our bottle... haa



miss hangin out wif anna
most of us are occupied wif too much tings in our life
& our work takes up most of e time

wish to haf more time wif loved ones
& ownself... ...






Check out:
Lunar: Asian Fusion Bar

Add: Block C #01-03, Clarke Quay
3 River Valley Rd
Spore 179019

Contact: 63056767



Thursday, January 29, 2009

Went to e park we watched 'Jack ass'

when r u goin show me part 2 & 3?...

as usual mani cats...
& i saw 1 walkin towards me

i said to myself... is e cat goin bully me too?

i told it:
pls dun walk over,
i dun haf any1 to beside me alr,
who wil hold my hand & walk over it
who wil try to tease me yet protect me stil...

where r u?...

i need u
i wished e next sec i open
my eyes again
u wil b rite infront of me

& e cat as if could hear me too
juz sat tere & nv came over...
thanks cat!
1st time i felt cats r kind =P




我的世界因你而完美
也因你而不完美...





Why didn’t I sae wat I wanna
Why didn’t I sae wat is comin out

frm my heart
Why didn’t I sae hw I reali feel

I couldn’t sae it to u anymore
It probably doesn’t matter to u

anymore... ...

I did notice u too,
bac then at e place we met
I do like u too when u

told me u like me
When I sae I wan take tings slowly
I wan to know u better
Coz I noe 来的快 去的快

I did told u I have alr broke off

inside msn
But too bad u offline alr
I tot u would receive e msg too
But it didn’t turn up e way I tot

I reali wanted to wait when

u ask me to
I wasn’t noble or nt being selfish
I was juz afraid to cry again
Coz u alr hurt me once

When I said I wan go library study

for my exam
Tat was an execuse
The truth is I wanted to c u,

I wanted to wait for u
From 6pm I reached, til 10 plus
4 hrs…

was reali torturing
Nv waited so long before
I was tired…

but I wanted to c u more

I didn’t want to go when u sent me

off to take cab
I wanted to ask u stay too
I wanna turn bac
I was damn upset
But I was usin everytin to

cover up my emotions
I was afraid to let u noe I care too
Coz of tat damn pride within me

When I finali made up my mind

on fri mornin
I wanna tel u immediately
But I dun wan sms or calls
I wanna tel u face to face
I tot u wil b hapi
I reali tot tis way…

but I was bloody wrong
I was late…

bloody hell late

I wanted to make sure

I can reali let go
Before acceptin u
I wanna b fair to u
I dun wan ani rubbish to

spoilt tings btw us

I had even imagine e scenario of us
Dating, goin out, spending time …
Together…

a veri hapi couple

It was a dream

& it wil oways b
我的梦碎了... ...

My dear, forgive me
I was wrong & late
I couldn’t undo everytin
I couldn’t turn bac time

If I can, I wil do whatever it takes

Now I can oni give u my blessings
I wil live happily
Coz tats wat u wan

& e oni ting I can do for u





Hapi moooo year! :)


haa its my yr, finali...
so it's gonna b a damn suei yr
even hongbaos oso shrink... sad nia
& i put on weight in juz few daes :(
nt my precious pineapple tarts fault
muz b e alochol!

it's said eatin & drinkin at e same time
= to double fat!
argh... ...

lousy cny!

everytin juz aint e same without u
u dun haf to b ard
juz b in my life again... ....




Saturday, January 24, 2009

Chocolate fondue is common...
heard of cheese fondue?
*wink* *wink*


im a cheese-lover =P
dyin to try when i heard of e restaurant
& brought my buddies along
all of us r cheese lovers... haa






Wild Mushroom Cheese Fondue- $42
Cheddar, Gouda, Button Mushrooms, Porcini Mushrooms, Kirsch

mani other varieties,
such as seafood, chilli, beer or wasabi
i would luv to try all tese so-called
weird flavours... haa
but those buddies of mine preferred sumtin
more normal =P

Its served wif a mini electric stove below,
to keep it warm...
but beware of cookin e cheese too long

I dun haf e WOW feelin when i tried,
neither of them haf it too




Served with breads & assorted vegetables
(broccoli, carrots, celery, asparagus)

The veggies defintely dun look appealin to me,
but dippin wif e cheese is yummy!



Seafood Fettuccine- $20
Scallops, Shrimps,
Garlic Served with Pomodoro Salsa

The shrimps & scallops were fresh &

tasted reali so QQQ...




Grilled Chicken- $18.50
Stuffed with Carrots, Broccoli, Lemon,
Served with Asparagus and Cream Sauce

Tasted e best among all :)



Grilled Cajun Fish- $22
Perch Fillet Served with Baked Potatoes

My third choice, after i was 'forced' to
give up my 1st two choices
Then why are e items inside e menu,
since it was out of stock & they dun replenish...
Tasted weird... is cajun suppose to taste sour?



Quite easy to locate, behind Samy's Curry or Long Beach
If takin public transport, its juz opp e bus-stop,
juz cross e rd then walk up :)
if nt own vehicle or cabs are e next choices



I'm in luv wif Dempsey :)
veri nature, i luv e atmosphere
sumwhere in e middle of holland v & orchard
& Wine company is at Dempsey too...
woo hoo~





Check out:

La Fondue
25 Dempsey rd
Dempsey Hill Green
#01-04
Spore 249670

Reservations: 64740204




It's after 7 yrs, this feelin comes to me again
dun wish to slp, eat, tok to anyone
or do anytin...
juz dun wanna do anytin...
dunno wat i can do too
mayb some1 else could juz shoot me dead


it's reali e worst part after these 7 yrs
been reali a down down down week
im movin on better
wil get better in time
wat i oways believe...
time is all i need


I might haf fell as bad as 7 yrs ago
i'm takin it better tis time


Thanks Meng meng & Pp ^_^
keepin me company
lendin me listenin ear &
shoulder to lie
givin me advice
& encouragment...
reali reali appreciate it
deep down inside
i wil find my way bac soon... ba
haa...


Searchin ways to forgive myself
y did i fell as bad as 7 yrs ago
y was i caught in a maze
y didnt i wake up earlier
i need to noe e ans
i couldnt afford to repeat same mistake
...again


My karma... probably
Pp sae my pastlife muz haf been
<吕洞宾> -_-


Shoppin is probabaly another best remedy...lol
meng meng & i did some laz min shoppin
@ bugis yester
it was packed, crowded...
human traffic congested
dun understand y every yr haf to wait til
laz min then buy
& its oways wif tat meng meng -_- lol...
got e mindset cny doesnt means
haf to buy new clothes... haa
stil ended up buyin... every yr =P


Gd news, i slpt reali peaceful yester nite :)


会过去的... ...
就当 爱情开了我们一个玩笑...

ha ha ha ha ha ha... ...




Wednesday, January 21, 2009

第一次你陪我坐着

我的手心是空空的

我知道那些简讯声

你努力藏著

还怕我难过

不追问到底为什么

是我最后的温柔

想笑着附和说分开是好的

但我们却怎么一起哭了

我舍不得

可是时间回不去了

爱你很值得

只是该停了

没有我你要好好的

我舍不得

最后一次抱紧你了

我们错过的

错了就错了

不用担心我

我不爱你了

至少你记忆里的我

是微笑的

亲爱的

有你牵著我的

那些日子真的好快乐..

不用担心我

我走了




弦子 <舍不得>



Wil oways remember 21/01/09...
Some tings in life r fated,
some truth tat couldnt b changed
I'm late & slow...
totali helpless now
promise u i wun b grievin too long
i wil live happily
u muz too... i noe u wil
i wil oways by ur side
to share everytin
be it sour, sweet, bitter, chilli or salty
haa... ...
as ur best frenz
我会记得
ur last words meant a lot
& tats enough
im alr contented...
who noes wat wil happen in future

我在这天黑了也不会走
你的快乐除了她
还有我永远守候... ...
感谢不能让别人来说
你给过我的

他们是做不到的... ...

Thanks boy! :)


Monday, January 19, 2009

hauntin me
i cant slp scared to wake up
tel me hw can i turn bac time

tried to shut my eyes
i saw all those stupid stuff i did
those images stil so clear

when i open my eyes again
i dunno how to face myself


wish u were here... ....






我不怕伤心, 只怕你不在我的未来,

只怕不能参于你的未来里






Wat haf i let go

how could i hurt u

why didnt i cherish

why am i oways doin e wrong tings
I reali didnt meant to hurt u

i'm terribly sori

i never wanted to let go of u

im so so so sori sori sori

hw could i ask u to forgive me

even when i myself cant do it

i hate me

i wil nv find someone who luvs me e way u do

u r rite infront of me

happiness was rite infront of me

but i didnt catch it

i was terribly wrong

curse me inside

for all e pain i caused



还有什么资格要求什么...


我不懂轻易的放走了什么
才会在平静的夜里

心慌张的痛

对不起!

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你

好好珍惜你... ...





I may nt haf u wif me
i haf my precious frenz & my Pp
i couldnt feel ur luv animore
i can feel theirs strongly
they let me realize im stil worth e luv
& i deserved it


If i haf fail in every aspect of my life
then these bunch of buddies are my only prizes


On this special dae of mine =P
juan had planned our dinner at Villa Bali :)
somewhere near PSA Alexandra or Queensway S.C










There are different concepts of restaurants
serving thai, indian or western food




Our drinks



Pizza~ specially request by fang =P

we tried & result is= skip this for other stuff
haa...



Platter of Barbecue seafood
worth ard $80 plus
Tasted moderate, juz nt worth tat much ba



Juan sae we looked like hungry ghosts -_-




Photos session... haa

& we luv it!




Planner of e day~ =P




Makin wishes!
they complained i took long long to make
lol...
once a yr leh =P




They sae my new hair look mushroom :(
hate e hair stylist loh... argh
i wan suzann!
(xian cum my hairstylist for nw)



Bee nan de joined us :)

our grp is never complete
when wil tat dae cums... ...



Giam jiahui joined us at boat quay at 2am!





was e worst new yr eve ever had
after dinner we went clarke quay for fireworks
then to Eski bar at boat quay
we left at 2 plus



there wasnt any available cab in sight
& whole st were waitin 4 cabs
couldnt take nite riders as our horse gal
didnt noe e bus no to her hse -_-


both of us decided to walk to chinatown
tinkin it might b easier over tere
we were wrong... veri wrong!


At 4am, we were stil sittin on e streets
& there were so mani pple
stucked in e same shagged situation as us
1st time felt like we haf our homes
but we cant go bac... sad haix


Went supper, then to a
veri memorable place~SGH!
haa... =P
wat a nice place to remember for a brand new yr
we went tere for toilet, a/con & ice cream
lol... ...


It was 630 am, stil no cabs... argh
we gave up & took 1st train hm
couldnt believe we spent 5 hrs waitin
for those damn cabs


Swear 09' new yr eve, tis wont happen again!
either get a car or we celebrate inside hotel room
haa... ....





Check out:
Reservations: 6733 0185 / 9750 2140
Add: 9 Lock Road Gillman Village
Singapore 108937




Sunday, January 18, 2009

Went Faith's hse on wed 30th Dec 08
& tats hw i spend my bday eve... haa


A gatherin aka post-xmas exchangin gifts
aka a surprise bday for me
planned by Melvin
Thanks small boy! =P

I was last to reach. The hse was in dark
& then i saw candles of lights on a cake
& then came e bday song...
then made wish, cut cake, eat cake, take pics
so dramatic... haa







The gals
Cindy & Faith were left out :(





The guys... erm boys ba
haa... & me
erm & Faith
lol...


All of us!
except Cindy
she sacrificed to b e photographer
so nice of her :)




Guess wat wish i made...
the same as e one
i made in Hokkaido
tats my only wish for then...
at least for tat moment



Thanks melvin, mae, clinton, lynn, alex,
qi xuan & bro...
& cindy & family
for this surprise...
reali appreciate & marked into
my precious memories
for as long as i live
lol... ...



My very sweet sister pre-celebrated my bday,
together wif Azri & his gf
1st time goin out wif Pp, she planned loh
everytime im e planner... haa
Thanks Pp! Muacks~



We had a late lunch aka early dinner
at Billy Bombers
Pp & i wanted Manhattan,
but tat Azri dun eat fish! :(
hw can a person resist fish & seafood...



Azri & gf left after lunch or dinner ( we ate ard 4 plus )
seriously dunno hw to name it... lol



So its Pp [er ren shi jie] =P
spent time chattin, walkin ard








She is my listener, my love guru
without her, i might reali haf
a hard time survivn thru
all those ordeals wif Bp
I noe she doesnt approve Bp, juz like xian
or my other frenz :(
Pp noe i cant give up Bp,
she gave me all e support & advice i need
Million words oso cant express hw thankful im

All i can do is treat my Pp sis gd & say
thanks Pp!
你是我的眼... ...





Pp likes this pic...




& i like tis... haa

Oh Pp & other colleagues got me a Hurs bag!
I luv Hurs! I luv their bags!
Told her sum time ago tat i liked
she rem & got it for me :)
so [you xin] hor... haa



shall post pic of e bag soon...
keep forgettin stuff recently
reali gettin old lah... haix




Met up wif Jolene for belated xmas
both of us been so busy,
we actuali didnt catch up
for almost half a yr
argh...
work has take up so much of our time
left us little time for our loved ones,
for ourselves too



Singing, a hobby we share &
Top one at Bugis is our fav!
too bad it was fully booked on a sat nite
so we decided to spend time catchin up.. haa
we had so much to tok!



Had a light dinner at Cineleisure Shokudo
then Melvin joined in after work
& we moved to Alley Bar for drink & chat










Taken by Melvin
wif Jolene LG phone,
couldnt rem which model
erm it seems quite gd
but i stil prefers my K800 =P






So e guy beside is Melvin
teachin us hw to pose in a perfect angle
when takin pics
aiyo he is a guy & younger than us
yet teachin us 2 old gals... lol


Jolene left 1st as she gonna wrk next day
so left me & him...
we walked frm orchard to Boon keng!
its reali by foot... haa
Xian & i tried once but we gave up
& took cab at Little india
finali made it tis time round... haa yeah!




08 xmas was at La Fondue,
located at Demphesy rd
wil blog on e restaurant soon :)

After dinner, its gifts exchangin time!







Xian got e gift from me haa...
A big box of cow biscuits & chocolates
imported from Hokkaido
it was too cute, i couldnt resist buyin haa
& coz we are all cows!






Plus an additional Sitch, from me
xian all time fav... haa
its a silver sitch, so cute!
it wil dance & sing xmas melody





Juan got xian present
a black jewellery box
erm look like a small party bag too




As for Fang, she got Juan gift
A cow face massager
cow again... lol



Wat abt me?
erm...
i got Fang's present
Skin Food papaya yogurt mask






After dinner, we headed to Cineleisure
for [Australia] by Nicole kidman
& countdown our xmas inside e cinema
seems like i picked a wrong movie,
though e movie wasnt tat bad
mayb not e movie for
xmas mood ba... haa


No turkey, no log cakes... so nt xmas rite
& so we went Swensen.
We want log cakes!!!
too bad we were told it was all sold out,
argh...
so we had ice-cream instead
stil as yummy! =P


I oways haf e idea tat whether
e food taste nice a nt
depends on e person im dining wif
even if is juz plain bread & water
so as long im wif my loved ones
i wil b contented :)



Monday, January 5, 2009

When I was young

I never needed anyone

And making love was just for fun

Those days are gone

Livin' alone

I think of all the friends I've known

When I dial the telephone


Nobody's home

All by myself

Don't wanna be Anymore

Hard to be sure

Sometimes I feel so insecure

And loves so distant and obscure

Remains the cure

Don't wanna live

Oh By myself, by myself

By myself Don't wanna live

I never, never, never

Needed anyone



Celin Dion~ All by myself





since 5th Jan 2009




Everyone wans to b fair to everyone
then who b fair to me



Why?...



coz i'm nt tat fragile
like other gals...

haa





从此我的世界不欢迎任何人来打扰... ...



Saturday, January 3, 2009

brand new year 2009


my life is stil in a complete mess...

probably worst



why..........




wat e hell am i doin....



Pics to share :)

at Hokkaido & Shanghai




our 1st meal in hokkaido
yummy sapporo ramen!
e soup tasted fabulous!





we had lunch at this chinese restaurant



Snowy xmas tree




so much smaller compare to Tokyo
its oni 4.51 pm yet it was so dark alr





A place to shop shop & shop

& muz buy more [ 白色恋人 ]
Heard tat oni available in Hokkaido

& Tokyo In'tll Airport

i'm so regret... i oni bought 1 :(



Thanks to melvin who 'kindly' gave me 1 more! haa...





Vending machines~ trademarks of Japan

found everywhere

be it drinks, snacks or cigrattes





[ 狸小路 ] a place for spendin $ shoppin =P




Snowy cottage house






With security guard of Hokkaido





Tasty coffee served in cute Hello Kitty cup

e best part it's purple! haa...
& e best best part each of us got to
bring e cute cup bac for souvenir :)
& its served with cheese cake too




Purple snoopy!!!
juz cant resist purple...lol




It's snowing! It's freezing!





This jap guy is so tall =P




One of Hokkaido traditional dance




Ah ma makin muah chee



Japan traditional bed [tatami]


Our 1st nite in hot spring hotel
Service was marvellous!
Hotel staff mixed up
my room with other guests
To compensate, i was given President Suite!
to make things even better
e Hotel Manager came to apologize personally
wif a box of souvenirs as well.
Goddness! hw to find this type of service
bac in sg




Takin pics before my 1st hot spring
Jap robe provided by e hotel



The President Suite was double-storeys!
Big, huge, large... haa



Level 2 bedroom
with Osim chair...

woo hoo~





Morning beautiful scenary
e snow juz made me feel like meltin too... orgh



Couldnt go snow-ski
coz accordin to e tour guide
snow wasnt thick enuf
my god! i was freezin to death alr
how to survive when it gets
even more cold (-_-)






Me in snowy!
erm due to sum personal reasons...
oni pics of me display here





Wish xian were tere
she would luv e snow... haa




Church @ Hokkaido

Rumoured tat ani gal who stand
(where i'm inside e pics)
& take pics wif e statue
wil brings [tao hua] lol...




Hokkaido nite view

Beautiful view, wasnt able to capture it
wif tat camera of mine, argh...
but it's marked inside my memories :)



At seafood market




Black ice-cream = Squid ice-cream
couldnt tasted ani squid leh




We went to watch bears
Fed them wif apples or biscuits




Can see?... ...
Water has turned into ice
Accordin to tour guide, as it gets colder
ice wil b thicker
can even walk on e ice!
unbelieveable!...
wat if drown
haa....




Hokkaido [yuan zhu ming] village




Hot spring for e 2nd time! hurray!
I like hot spring =P




Doesnt it look like tradational rooms
pictured in japanese dramas...





My 2nd jap robe
could i take it bac wif me =P




To Shanghai, here we went
haa...




Wif my new frenz :)
Travellin is oways a great time
to bring in new frenz into life



Weather wasnt tat cold
i dun feel safe walkin on e roads tere
feel even more secure in bk loh



At the famous [ 龙井茶] plantation
erm quite difficult to forget this place
though its boring...
but e presenter who intro tea to us
was damn cute & reali amused us...haa





Shanghai Starbucks wif Kemin
nice to noe her...
who intro a new belief into my life
her words stil runs thru my mind
every now & then




Shanghai magnificant night view




Another new frenz... Krystle :)
she said i was too slow, when their
temp were risin
i was stil at warmin up stage
& when their temperature start to drop,
i was at boiling stage (-_-)





Besides goin to Nanjing Rd to eat & shop,
another die-hard place MUZ
go is [ 城隍庙 ]
reminds me of BK CTC...

they haf watever u wan & its
cheap cheap & cheap!
The road is wider,
nt so squeezy like sardine
nt so hot, humid
& we share e common language,
compare to BK =P




Sunset view taken from airplane
on our way bac to sg home

by melvin...


I haf enjoy tis trip...
probably wil njoy more if i had open up earlier
haa... ....
erm but tats juz me ba
takes time 2 warm up
juz like boilin hot water =P